So for whatever reason it takes alot of motivation for me to actually get on this thing, when really its extremely easy to do. Tonight I have alot of random thoughts that I want to get out. They are just little things, realizations that I’ve had lately that I’ve wanted to write about for awhile, but I’m just too busy(lazy).
First off I am so excited lately about Caritas Clothing. We’ve attended this christian college ministry/coffee house the past two fridays, and it really has been amazing. Now the people there are by no means strangers, alot of them I’ve known for awhile, but its been so amazing going as Caritas Clothing these last two fridays because of the huge support we have recieved from them. The pastor Paul Humphreys interviewed us about our vision for the company, why we started it, and about the charity we give too, and then he prayed over us. We’ve sold alot of shirts there, but thats not even whats important, its the fact that the people there believe in what we are doing and share our vision. For me that has been so refreshing and encouraging.
Their are 2 things that I’ve realized lately about God. You might say that I always knew it, but it wasn’t till I really thought about it that the full impact of these things hit me. Now I’m not theologian, and I would never advocate taking my word over the Bible’s, I’m just a dude who is trying to get along in this world like anyone else.(/end disclaimer) The first I realized when I was having a quiet time. I was reading the story of when God tested Abraham by asking him to sacrifice his son. That story has really been relevant to my life this summer for other reasons that I won’t go into, but the story in general is just crazy. God asks Abraham to sacrifice his son, his only son, his beloved son. Basically Abraham had prayed for years and years to have a son, and God finally gave him one, and now he wanted Abraham to kill him. Such is the loyalty and faith of Abraham though that he doesn’t hesitate. He sets off for a 3 day journey to this special mountain. Can you imagine how hard that journey must have been. Abraham and his son walking along, the whole time Abraham knowing what he must do at the end of the journey. What a burden that must have been. Then when they get there, his son Isaac asks him where the sacrifical animal is. How heavy was Abraham’s heart at that moment. The Bible says that Abraham raised his hand with the dagger in it. Then God sent his angel to stop Abe. To Abraham there was only God’s Will, and though I’m sure he was filled with sorrow, he was prepared to do even the one thing that would hurt him the most. All of that is amazing to me, but the real “holy crap” moment for me was the fact that God spared Abraham’s son. At that most critical moment he called out to Abe and told him “Do not lay a hand on that boy.” He tested Abe to be sure, but he was not going to make him really go through with it. To have Abe sacrifice his only son, after the long years of waiting for one, well God would not wish that on anyone. God KNEW/KNOWS what it feels/felt like to sacrifce his son, his beloved son. Knowing the unspeakable pain of that choice, he spared Abraham. There is a czech movie called Most, which means Bridge. It is a short film, but it is absolutely amazing. I would highly recommend everyone watch it, because its a very good illustration to what God felt like when he sacrificed his son.
The second revelation/realization is this: In Genesis, God tells Moses his name is I Am. I don’t know if any of you ever thought about that deeper than surface level. I know I really didn’t until recently. I Am is a form of the verb “to be” as in being, as in God calls himself Existence. Its such a rock solid statement. I exist. It also is completely timeless. I Am. It just blows my mind. There is a worship song called “Great is Thy Faithfulness” I think its called. It has a chorus that goes. “You are. You were, You will always be. ” Another song goes ” …who was, and is and is to come.” I don’t know about you, but something about the fact that my God declares himself to be existence. He is. I don’t even know what else to say about it.
And last but not least, and if your still with me I commend you for getting this far is, I just want to share my heart about Caritas Clothing. We are officially a “business” but to me thats just a word. If we sold a million shirts or if we only sold 1,its all the same to me. I don’t want to be a shirt company. I don’t want to be a clothing company. I want to be a light on a hill. I want to be an inspiration to others. I want people to be inspired by the message of Caritas Clothing, that is to love each other, to help those who need it. Our shirt “Do Something” says it all: We could change the world, we could make a difference. Please do something, do anything, but please do not do nothing. I honestly believe that. Its about changing people’s hearts. So I hope that if you read this it encourages you to do something. Find someone you can help someway. Whether its buying a homeless guy a meal or helping your best friend move furniture.